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Tuesday, December 31, 2013, 8:05:00 PM

Lord in this coming year help and teach me to love You





distinctly remember 2013 beginning with
The Lord is my Shepherd
I lack nothing speaking so deeply


2014
Lord for greater clarity and confidence standing upon Your Word trusting You


feeling a lot of I cannot do this/ wow this rly hurts
but
job 23:10




Tuesday, December 24, 2013, 1:03:00 AM

1240am n wld say I have made about five million terribly wrong judgement calls in the past 1.5 hours.


including/resulting in scarfing down 3 freshly baked whitechoc cranberry cookies past midnight even though my throat is already dying


 would like to bury my head somewhere.







Monday, December 23, 2013, 6:31:00 PM

Otw to matt's w/ gid n he's reminding me that i have possibly bitten off more than i can chew

Bc post camp is GC prep almost immediately + FOP proposals due + get rdy + rested for school + PA volunteering which i might rly need to pull out of.

+ new year new team / simz leaving ohno God help me be a good steward of my timeee 

On another note had a super super lovely bfast with the bestfriend this morning in the presence of many hawker stalls that hadnt opened yet 
Missed her so so much/ forgot how easy conversation is w/ her and how much we... get each other
So thankful 
:-) 




2:52:00 AM

did some grocery shopping tonight after dinner of home cooked YTF with dad n gid in majumall nearby
dad was teaching/telling us about profit margins and 'how to choose fresh fish'

things/ moments you do not take for granted.
am glad I was home tonight.


reminds me of how ps tina described QT -
positioning yourself to receive what God wants to give.
much like catching a ball thats gonna fall through a hoop- can't catch it unless you position yourself underneath it.



to love You with my life
this battle is not against flesh n blood











2:38:00 AM

vvv overdue post bc pictures rly do capture a lot :-) 


"When you are too lazy to tapao"



one of the best bfasts was when dad brought along an omelette sandwich from home when he came to pass me my matric card. 


she also just received Christ!!!!!!! 


spent my first day post-finals having B&J with these two and then heading to ps tina's for way of the shepherd :-) 


super !! view from ps tina's home. :-) rly have learnt so much/ so privileged to have people invest in our lives.


shannon & I  + shared dumpling-love. 


also tear-inducing cards/ rly crazy blessed. 



lunch w/ dad & gid 6 courses/ was being adventurous. 


one of my new fave shirts :-)





Sunday, December 22, 2013, 4:37:00 PM

Sick/ home-ridden but watching a drama series with dad called 24 


Not my usual kind of show but glad im here in the living room and not in my bedroom/ glad to be spending time even if in front of a tv screen
It is also surprisingly v good! 

Bummed to be missing christmas activities / certain commitments
Constantly something to surrender. 
That its not about being useful/ thats not where my value stems from
And also rships come from and beling to You




Sunday, December 15, 2013, 11:00:00 AM

super convinced its not ever about anything I do/not do
but just Your immense grace mercy and love



keep my eyes fixated on You Lord
teach me to worship n love You with my life.




Monday, December 9, 2013, 9:52:00 PM

Joshua 5 discussion yesterday
was You speaking so clearly and directly in so many ways
right to the depths of my heart

very much in response to my sat night/ sun morn cries


Lord in so many ways I am like the Israelites moving out of Egypt/ towards the Promised Land yet so often fearing so many things/ fearing lack/ looking back/ What Ifs running through my head
So what if there is security (in the form of food) in Egypt
Do I not trust that as long as I am walking You are the Shepherd who provides and I lack nothing

Lord help me remember i am not pursuing anything/ it is not about where I'm going or what I'm leaving behind
but the fact that it is You I am following…

Lord even if its so challenging sometimes
give me grace to do Your will. )':
help me not look left or right..


also Exodus 4:24-26
how important circumcision is to God (heart circumcision)
"A person is not a Jew who is one only outwardly, nor is circumcision merely outward and physical. No, a person is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is circumcision of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the written code."- Rom 2:28-29  

v15
The commander of the Lord's army replied, "Take off your sandals, for the place where you are standing is holy." And Joshua did so.
Feel like this verse always makes my heart stop for a moment

Joshua is so cool/ it would be so cool to be Joshua

insta- fast has begun




Thursday, December 5, 2013, 7:57:00 AM

Then He called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow Me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me and for the gospel will save it. What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul? If anyone is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he comes in His Father's glory with the holy angels."
- Mark 8:34-38