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Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 8:06:00 PM

the words, they've run dry.
i dont ever want our conversations to end.
at least, not for tonight.




4:14:00 PM

i live for You alone,
every breath that i take, every moment im awake,
Lord have Your way in me.

i know You are right here with me, God.
(:




Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 5:54:00 PM

mathmathmathmathmath.
:/
never liked the subject,
never will.
and im so majorly worried about chinese summary!
epic phailllllllll.




Sunday, April 26, 2009, 2:21:00 PM

i need to talk to you nownownow,
<3




9:18:00 AM

yesterday was an interesting day and i enjoyed it, busy as it was.
reached school at 9.45 for math with ms ko, kuanz, tsai, liting and cheryl. and tingfang!
it was pretty good. love msko ttm. she kept explaining and explaining till i finally understood what i previously didnt understand.
and she bought us burgerking for lunch haha.
left arnd one-ish to get to church, cos i think im totally OCD punctuality or smthng. (unless its really early in the morning. (: )
so yeah, got to church really early.

had yes briefing&preserviceprayer.
mmhmm.
was paired with alina for befriending while she did prophetic art.
got to know some pretty cool people. like this guy thats in singapore to research on liver cancer.
and this other guy that speaks chinese more fluently than english. and he's local.
interesting huh.
and it was nice seeing what God had to say to so many people, and watching alina draw it out.
i kinda asked joycelin (sp?) if she was nervous abt it and she said abit but not so much when you realise that God wants to speak. so yeah.
i spose i never actually thought about it that way, i mean, i've always known that God can speak, but it never occurred to me that He wants to.
hm, maybe not never occurred. but. more of a it never dawned on me kinda thing. ?
which totally sounds bizarre but.
yeah.
hm.
:D

and as i was telling God that He was all i needed,
i realised how so many other things are taking precedence over Him in my life.
and, actions speak louder than words right.
:/
i need to live a life thats centred on Jesus,
Lord would you help me do that?


;Youre all i want, Youre all i ever needed, Youre all i want, help me know You are near.




Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 11:06:00 PM

gloria pang needs to study, and study alone.




9:45:00 PM

i have a lit fa, hist fa and geog fa due next monday.
i think im beginning to understand the absurdity of my combi.

apart from that,
shanx and i went to meet our hssrp mentor, mr stefan, in ntu today.
he's srsly the coolest mentor ever.
haha he's german but speaks v. fluent english.
and he's super nice & funny. haha.
the long journey down was worth it.!
(:

;we live by faith and not by sight

as much as i would like to deny it, i think im going to miss you.




9:21:00 PM

if we surrender things to God,
do we still take them into our own hands?




Monday, April 20, 2009, 8:27:00 PM

today was our last match of the season.
and amandacheu was being so dramatic about it.
haha.
partnered jess. which was kinda strange. like our first time partnering each other.
haha we won.
but with a very dissatisfactory second set. :/
i think i airballed thrice. heh. (:
am gonna miss bdiv 09 so much words dont begin to express it!
ohwell.
tmr's the last day of the seasonnnnn.
C'DIV, FIGHT HARD & GO GET CHAMPS (:
do rgbt proud alright :D
lets make the most out of it. (:


this is bizarre.
imissus, and today i found myself scanning the crowd for you.




Sunday, April 19, 2009, 3:58:00 PM

i will run the race, till i see Your face<3
persevering faith!




Thursday, April 16, 2009, 9:29:00 PM


its a revolution, throw your hands up cos we never gave in ♥


missing:vivian&jiayi.




8:25:00 PM

RGBT,
i really am proud of you guys, of us, and for so many reasons.
for one, we fought so, so hard,
we tried even when the odds were against us.
and we played so well against them even though they train thrice the amount that we do.
and, c'mon. who can deny that a (haha) haunted sch's totally not appropriate for training in?
we totally roughed it out. (:
and we made it anyway. we did.
the outcome doesnt really matter much,
its really the attitude that we went on court with.
the attitude that we had throughout the five matches, even after the first three were over.

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.




Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 9:53:00 PM

"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."
1 Peter 5:7

Lord its in Your hands.

thanks adalie!(:


LETS GO RGBT.
WE CAN MAKE IT.
(:




Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 9:58:00 PM

But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, "If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her."
John 8:6-7


so many times we condemn people for the things that we ourselves are.

Lord im sorry.




Monday, April 13, 2009, 8:29:00 PM

iknowitsgottaendhere.imsorry.
idkhow.
:/


people talk.




7:45:00 PM

today was a crazy day.
:D
it was a pretty slack day actually.
but.
i have a newfound drive to do all my work.
hahaha. yay.
i srsly need to start focusing on my work.
i usually start after season ends.
but this year, i have a new sense of urgency.
how it appeared, i dont know.

but. ive gotta start doing my work yes i do.

sigh so retarded.
season peaks in 2 days.
48 hoursssssssssss.
ahhhh, lets go BDIV WE CAN GO IT.
LOVE YOU GUYS MUCHLY.
REST WELL & TAKE CARE. ITS THE LAST BIT WE CAN DO IT YES WE CAN. (:
yay.'

now im off to do my work.
at least, until it doesnt dawn on me that nats is ending so fast! ):
bye friends.




Sunday, April 12, 2009, 4:02:00 PM


im not expecting anything..
i really am not.
if trusting God 100% despite the consequences means letting go of control then i will.
because ultimately if its in God's will it will be done.
and like the speaker yesterday said,
i only have one piece to the puzzle.
God has the whole picture.




Saturday, April 11, 2009, 2:14:00 PM

beacuse its so damn hard.
to act like it doesnt.
when it means so much to you.

faith.
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace.

im gonna try.
with as much faith as i have, to trust in You.
because i want to.
above everything else.




Friday, April 10, 2009, 7:37:00 PM

am feeling slightly disoriented because i barely slept yesterday.
sleepover was insane. haha. although we didnt hit our 2 albums, i think managed one :D
ate so, so much.
:/

left for church around 8.
it was pretty cool like helping with the water for feet-washing.
ive prob never been involved in such events so yeah. a new experience. (:
after our shift, we went through the stations together- with the cell.
although God didn't speak to me directly or explicitly,
He still did through some songs. so that was great. (:
was reminded not to take the sacrifice of God too lightly.
cos He gave up everything He had for us to have what we have.
mmhmm and i thank God for that.

chionged down for sch trng at hougang.
which was pretty alright.
hm.
sba tmr for the first time this year.

Look there below, see the child
trembling by her father's side,
now i can tell you why,
she is why you must die.
♥




Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 10:21:00 PM

"I can't think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose... there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field. "

-Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy



; everything i am is Yours
Lord i need You, so so so much.




10:19:00 PM

cos if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.






Tuesday, April 7, 2009, 9:09:00 PM

i stopped, and i willed myself to think, so hard.
it was a relentless beg.
an unceasing battle,
with either side refusing to give.

Lord i thank You,
becuase these are the moments where i know You're teaching me something.




Monday, April 6, 2009, 10:27:00 PM

sometimes i feel as though i shouldnt be made to go through this.
and other times, i feel as though i ought to be a little stronger.

it hurts me more than you know.
;my strong tower




Sunday, April 5, 2009, 9:17:00 PM

watched confessions with tass today.
it was so good, seriously. luke brandon's so hot yay.
the movie didnt entirely do the book justice, but it was waaay better than twilight anyway!
:D
mmhmmm.
am excited about fraser'shill. (:

ooh. thankyou epic cell for the cake and card!(:
love you guys veryvery much.

this is totally irrelevant but whatever. (:
i cant remember who i discussed this with, but the consensus was that FB is so stalker-ish.
hahah esp. wall-to-wall.
dont you think so! haha.
okay,nvm.


trng tmr with c div.
i have no idea how we're all gonna fit in the hall. :/

;i need You Lord, more than words can say




Friday, April 3, 2009, 6:59:00 PM

bdiv.
its alright, we tried.
we'll just do better at quarters/semis and hopefully finals k!(:

apart from that, today was a v good day for me,
and i thank God for that. :D

managed to get my 4.0 for ss!(:
i srsly thought i was one of those who force fitted the common space essay and was gonna do terribly. but yeah thank God!
haha i got a shock when i had my results relayed to me via sms while we were on the bus worrying about the looming match!
haha thanks xt!

HSSRP symposium tmrr.
hope its gonna be interesting.
and im really glad cos our researchproject is finally taking flight, heh (:
and our mentor's nice and understanding.
the only downside of this whole thing is that ntu is situated at some farflung corner of singapore!
and it takes forever to get there. or. "long", so said mr lim.

got in for OSL thank You God!(:

because everytime those words left our mouths, we were pinning all our emotions on them, hoping somehow that the faith we had in them, was infectious.

;our victory's found in You




Thursday, April 2, 2009, 11:41:00 PM

am fifteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.
(:
not very exciting i think. haha.
but. i realised in class today! that as i celebrate my fifteenth birthday, im actually embarking on my sixteenth year of life! how crazy is that.

maybe not.
anyway. we got back bio today.
and im pleased to say that i passed, and quite decently at that, so thank God. (:

anyway, ive got people to thank!
actually, ive thanked you guys alr, but thank you again anyway!
hahaha.
esp boon who v awesomely baked me a cake but didnt get to eat it. :P
and elyssa lee who baked epic brownies.
and zer&kuan&zhimin&elizabeth for the cards. (:


its xinmin tmr.
fight hard b div, wo men ke yi de! :D

i shall upload pictures soon.
(:

and thank You God cos my birthday would be nothing if i didnt have You to spend it with. (:




Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 7:09:00 PM

today, being very gullible, i fell for 2 april fools' jokes.
i wont elaborate except that the one pulled by amandakuan, yihui and zer resulted in me having rice and lemon juice all over my hand.
which, needless to say, was quite a grotesque mess!
and the second one was orchestrated by jiaolian! which the entire bdiv fell for.
after the match today, he told us he was v disappointed with our playing and wanted us to have extra training tmr in preparation for friday, as well as to run 15 rounds around the track at that moment.
so we kinda groaned. and moaned. heh.
and at the end of it, he said 'yu le jie kuai le'. so yeah.
hahaha. we fell for it.
i srsly thought he was serious mann! i was like mentally preparing myself for the 15 rounds.
and the people behind were changing back into their training shoes.lol.

hahahah yeahhh.
match on fridaaaaaaaaaay.
going out with 20408 people tmr. :D

and am turning fifteen in a couple of hours!(:
happy birthday you!


;nothing can separate, even if i ran away, cos Your love never fails.