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yay(:im so glad the first week of school is over.lessons have been getting alittle boring and i hate the math teacher la.shes like"if you didnt get this answer,you havent been paying attention."whatever la,some people are just of LOWER intellect can?
anyway,on friday we had phototaking(: we had to wait for about 50 minutes cos the whole thing was delayed and i missed almost the whole geog block ): and ive decided to get over being short cos im gonna GROW soon,at least i think so.(: oh,then i realised i didnt bring my cover,content and acknowledgement page for the lit pt so vicky and i stayed back to finish it up,then eeloon and yihui came..all the last minute work people(:i havent trained a single time at sba this week..my poor attendance.haaha.
oh yeah,on thursday,we were in a convo with jeysng,val,vivian,boonyi,elvis and me.then vivian left,cos i thought she was pissed but she wasnt(will elaborate later).then,elvis asked me and boonyi to add amanda in the convo then we all leave it.haha.and we DID(: i dont know if it was successful cos val said amanda left.yeah.oh,i thought vivian was pissed with me so i was frantically trying to find out why,only to realise that she thought i was pissed with her?anyway,elvis tried to be the mediator.super funny.(:
training laterr.hope pan doesnt make is do some horrible drill cos i seriously dont feel like moving today..char said thursdays training was horrible,with lots of physical.poorher.(:
my updated must do list:
1.mug MATH-algebra.im dying mann.
2.mug GEOG-test on thursday
3.save my SBA attendance

;and you know im such a fool for you

ohmann(: sitting in front is so cool mann,at least it makes lessons seem more interesting.HAHA.
yupp,today studied geog with amelia at macs cos jody didnt reply my sms.hows your finger?(: but i still have my lit to do!im not done yet okay,someone can kill my brilliant time management.ooh,and MATH PT GROUP-shanxi jody natalie.i think we kinda have to GET STARTED?ahha,during the hols when we met up at shanxi's place we ended up playing la.we were so unfocused.(:
yeah,and in chinese we did a sihan..cos theres gonna be a test next week i think.and my content is like super low,i seriously need to pull that up.): yeah,actually i have to pull almost everything up.)):
OH,and we had our first drama lesson today.people who had drama,you guys never warned me! it was so fun and super funny la.but the weird exercises,were WEIRD.haha,and jody and grace kept looking DOWN on me.like literally.whatever mann(: tallpeople.tsk.
my SBA attendance.HOW?anyone who has a screwed attendance,please approach me for comforting.((:

;im just clinging onto those words you said

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL(:
super slack la.like history we just did some light stuff,then recess,oh i was supposed to give some stickers for the campaign thing but there were so few people,so i was quite a failure.haha,yes,then DNT.omg,some of us will remember that time in class jody cut her finger on the fan while trying to stand on nazihah right?today,JODYHONGMEIJING cut herself on the sander while curving the edges of her acrylic.heres the detailed conversation:
Jody:OW.
Me: omg,are you okay.
Jody: theres alot of blood
-BLANK LOOKS-
Me:go tell the teacher.
HHAAH.damn retarded la.our superduper slow reaction.(: haha,jody's so accident prone mann.yupp,then COMSTUDS.we spent so much time locating our documents and finding our original computers,then we worked on our webpage(:
GEOG TEST COMING.i owe vivian and adalie notes.everyone loves my notes(: hhah,im kidding.just finished the bio reflection thing.seriously,bio is turning into philo.!):
THINGS I HAVE TO TAKE NOTE:
1)my DYING sba attendance
2)my current state of GEOG=nothing.
3)CHINESE ORAL this term
YAY(:other than that,it feels quite nice sitting in front of the class,makes me pay attention(: so its kinda more fun(:

;unconditionally,irrevocably in love with you

haha,so today was a busy day,i think.got to tessa's place at nine for the campaign thing.haha,we tried to cut pencils into two using a penknife but it didnt work,then her mum bought saws,for seventy cents each,cool eh.(: so christine sawed while i held on to the pencils.our record was 12 at one go(: ahha.and then we mass produced stickers,which i sucked at.
then i had no where to go till five thirty so i met clara at taka,cos she was already there,with her friend and mum..we talked about random stuff,haha,how we miss rosyth CANTEEN! yeah mann.and being corrupted prefects.(:makes me miss rosyth):
yeahh,then we rushed down to watch matches..some were really unexpected,to my dismay..yeahh.i guess now we just focus on studying and wait till cheers and chiong again..is this really what we're just gonna do.

;thanks for being there

WHEE(: went out with some 606'06 ers.FUNFUN(: we went bowling and talked quite alot about school now and how we miss 606(: and the guys are still as annoying as ever,at least,most of them were.and then i went to j8 with clara and took neoprints(: and we were almost broke la.cos the bowling was quite expensive even after splitting the cost.yeahh.then,we went to find clara's handphone keychain and comb for her mum.hahha.
i wanted to go down to sbh to watch the night matches but decided to go home to chiong my DEAR LIT PT(: hehe.oh,and did i mention that its due in WEEK 1.screw me mann.oh,and i have no idea where to get it binded.-.- and theres geog to study for and i left my file in class.someone can congratulate me on my dumbness.

; i dont know,is this how its supposed to be

haha,so today i lost to grachel for the seventh time in my life.how cool eh.i really could have won the second set la.i was up 18-14.i dont know what was going through my head..i just lost 22-24.but at least this time i didnt feel that my standard is that far from hers..considering she trains like ten times a week compared to my five or less.but i just cant express how i really feel cos people read this..but anyway,i just hope that i'll be able to win her the next time-(which there will be cos we're like fated to meet each other)haha,yes grachel?(:

;reality over expectations equals to happiness

AH.today's match was TRAUMATISING.seriously,i completely freaked out.i was losing the first set the whole time,merely trying to catch up till 20-20.then i won two points.OMG,super heng.when i was twenty nineteen up then the unpire made me replay the point that i could have won cos the linejudge pointed in.tsk,but by the influence of the coach behind,we had to replay.but second set was muchmuch easier.so thank God for that(: i was so worried,i was praying so hard..
then grachel rubbered against a dunman girl,which was cool(: then amanda suggested that we bet,ten cents,for the fun of it(: and so i lost ten cents,hehe.(:
tomorrow im playing against someone i sort of know,which is weird.haha.yupp,and IF i win,its against grachel.my favourite opponent for the seventh time in my life.someone,pity me(:
yeah,i guess through this whole thing i really learnt how to rely on God and just trust Him,and that nothing is impossible with Him(:

;you make me feel this way

yeah,so i was talking to vivian today,come to think of it,if we really want to play badminton,what are we doing in rg,and if we want to study,what are we doing playing badminton.it just made me think alot...about so many things that i've never thought about before..but i guess for now,and for many people,its trying to juggle both..
yeah anyway,vivian and i were supposed to study geog,but i left my geog file in school.so i went without any geog stuff,assuming she brought.and when i got there,she said"i didnt bring my geog stuff cos i was relying on you"so we ended up studying lit.which ended up in our nice long chat.(:
tomorrow i have another match,and hopefully it wont be as crappy as the first one.cos now,the opponents just keep getting harder.yeah,i'll just trust God and let His will be done(:
why do i keep wanting to hold onto the past when all i know i can do is to let go of it.

;i cant keep myself away from you

i played horribly.horribly,horribly.im so slow,i cant move on court.i really dont know whats wrong with me.i just completely freeze and not move..i dont know how im gonna continue in cheers.i'll probably lose horribly to grachel,if i get that far.i really dont know whats happening to me.maybe i should just stop,maybe im just not cut out for this.i dont know,Lord,help me.

But he said to me, "My grace us sufficient for you,for my power is made perfect in weakness"
2 corinthians 12:9

;if God brings you to it-He'll bring you through it

we had weekimwee finals today.won dunman 3-0(: boonyi and ellyn won the twins,how cool(: they fought really hard and played super well so WELLDONE(: then,we went bowling and played tablesoccer and photo hunt,which made me realise how unobservant i am.haha.yeahh.valerie was super tyco and striked like dont know how many times,so did amanda.tsk,pro people.in the second game we were all fooling around sitting down and pushing the ball.stupid yoke pushed the ball when i already threw one so there were two balls that fell into the longkang at the same time.ahha.and charmain and yoke camwhored,sort of.and AHEM, sang superduper loudly,trying to irritate valerie and they didnt know the ri guy was behind.haha.im glad weekimwee is over.dont have to travel ALL THE WAY THERE anymore.(:

; im not taking my chances,to let it all slip away

yeah,so today was weekimwee again.its getting boring though,not cos i didnt play but cos it ends so fast and we have to travel all the way there.waste petrol-.- my mum got lost today,haha and im embarassed to say that i was holding the map.and everyone was like you got pass geog?haha.i got 4.0 for geog okay(:so i was late,but jiaolian wasnt there yet(:
cheers in four days.i just feel so stamina-less.i just hope i dont get thrashed by grachel.the more i think about it,the more i get demoralised.argh.i shall stop it.im gonna put in my best,and pray that its good enough..but it sucks,after training so hard,putting in your best effort,the outcome is the same.and all people keep telling you is"you're stagnant" like thanks alot mann.i totally needed that.

;forget yesterday,we'll make the great escape

yeah,so i guess this is how it feels,being caught in the middle of it all,unsure of what i should do.i just realised how busy the holiday has been,half of it is already gone.lit pt-not started,math pt-not started either,revision for geog-not yet. see.i just realised that this holiday i've been so unproductive and my mid year results werent even all that great.
i couldnt even train today.my stomach was super painful,i dont know why.i just slacked the whole time.and my poor doubles partners had to bear with my crappiness-yvonne and vivian.SORRY(: tomorrows another round of weekimwee.i have no idea who we're playing against,whether im playing,and what round we're in.maybe i just didnt bother finding out.
i guess after all that has happened,maybe God is putting me to the test.i dont know.its just hard.in cell yesterday,we were talking about how life is all about love.loving your neighbour as yourself and loving God.life without love=nothing.i'll just pray that he'll guide me through it all and help me to make the right decisions that please Him.

;i really dont know if im supposed to feel this way

you know what, im gonna give up argueing with you.not because i admit i cheat,in fact,i dont.i think you should check yourself before telling other people to check themselves.i didnt even blog and put it in caps that you cheated.i saw with my own eyes when you played with vivian,i didnt want to say this but if you wanna compare who has more evidence,i can.do you have to stoop to doing that?if you hate rgbt and dont get along with people in class,maybe you really should check yourself cos you're the cause of it.
i woke up super late today so was twenty minutes late for training.yeahh.sermon was about faith today,by pastor jenn."we walk by faith and not by sight" i guess i needa trust God more in life and let Him take control of it,in aspects like training,studies and relationships with people.

; i tried my best to let go of you,but i dont want to

OMG,amelia called jeanette,rachel and all the others to the playground and we played all the stuff we used to eg.crocodile,cannot touch the ground catching.it was FUN(: i miss doing all these stuff like a routine everyday thing.esp with cheryl,grace,the wees etc.it was super fun la,block catching.(: haha.im just reminiscing(if thats how you spell it) our wonderful childhood,when everyone was not so busy.HAHA.
went for training and in between there was like 3 hours so waited at the clubhouse while bernard tried to steal my paper and rip it all up.stupid bernard,made the aunty scold me cos she thought i littered la.TSKTSK.ever heard of keeping singapore clean and green(: HEHE.i sound so great.whatever,i should stopit.OH,and thanks for the smsing(:

;why do i miss you so much

today was weekimwee.ohmann,char and i lost to the twins from dunman.i made so many unforced errors la.but it was quite close,in the end the three singles won.YAY(: welldone. so we're meeting AMK next round.
yesterday i was watching rolandgarros serenawilliams vs justinnehenin. i was super disgusted okay,serena was wearing this bare-backed halter dress thingy and the entire back of her dark purple bra was visible.how obscene can!but watching tennis kinda makes me regret quitting it.plus seeing all the tennis people again makes me miss it even more.sometimes i just wonder if i made the right decision,but i'll just trust God and let His will be done(:
cheers us coming soon,after 4 times of re-drawing,im STILL meeting teotingweiGRACHEL,in the fourth round.im just so fated to play with her,haha,perhaps its just the sba people who want me kicked out.there's no easy way out i guess,like you said,i'll just have to work hard,and only if i can win everyone then no draw will affect me..

`just so you know this emptiness is killing me

i've been rather busy this whole holiday.math pt group-sorry i changed the day again,but thanks for being really understanding(: i was late for training today by twenty minutes cos i woke up at 10.44.HAHA.and jiaolian made me do bufa.i did like eight sets of the quan chang thing but i did it really slowwwly.im like gonna get kicked out of sba cos my attendance is super poor la.but once school starts i'll go for the 5 times.
omg, i just read her blog.and im pissed.seriously,you dont want me to get embarrassed?hmm,rg girl in your class and in your cca.i really wonder who mann.in your hates you put rgbt.but whats your reason behind it?you dont even get along with people in our class,so maybe its you,and not everyone else thats causing the problem.hmm,ive made it really small too.does that make me really good?NO.

; i tried to let go of you,but i dont want to

cheers is coming and i dont feel so prepared. my draw isnt easy okay. and you really shouldnt blame losing on the draw cos some people have worser ones than you do.my improvement rate is like pathetic,or maybe none at all.whats the point of it if the outcome is so predictable.OKAY,why am i being so pessimistic.I CAN DO IT(:

;seven days without you.

watched shrek with jody.her mum,her sis and nicole yesterday.it was okay la,but shrek 2 was better,but it was still funny anyway.my gpa is really bad.i dont wanna talk about it anymore.yeah,i know you can say its not bad or whatever but i know inside you're just laughing at me so you can stop keeping up the act.you keep hinting at stuff but when i confront you, you just deny it. what are you trying to prove?todays training was alright,rather tiring cos i played 3 singles that werent easy. at least i dont feel as un-motivated as before..

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