I wanna know the sound of Your heart

i want to place my worth in God,
and not in anything else..

refiner's fire.
Lord, my heart's one desire,
is to be Holy, set apart for You Lord.

Or just about to throw the towel in
But if you're crying out for mercy
If there's no hope left at all
If you've given everything you've got
And you're still about to fall
Well hold on, hold on, hold on

'Cos I believe always, always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all hope is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
He will be with you, always

,♥

over dinner today,
my mom contemplated not sending us to school tmr on the account that we have not-so-fabulous immune systems.
yes.
but its so hard to miss school only because theres math everyday (which i cant afford to miss given my current math standard).
and because PTs are due so soon!
:/
on a sidenote, my sister has her cts tmr and is convinced that she is going to fail.

i think that moe should close all schools.
(:
at least for a week.
uh huh.

now i know.

mural painted again today after dental.
its been a great experience, overall.
i mean, how many people have painted on a wall right.
and with awesome oslers. (:

yes, and its turning out really well.
(:

mm.
finished the uk season of TBL.
it was really cool.

ps: go get twitter everybody.

more than you'll ever imagine,
it hurts.

on a lighter note, seeing you today was unexpected, nice, and surreal all at once.

Then Jesus told him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."

training in the morning at bw today.
the leg raises were so killer.
result of not keeping up with my physical!
ohwell.

rushed down for mural painting after at jurong west.
the globe we painted is super pretty, seriously.
haha,
and xt's super proud of her tree.
mhmm it was fun.
ive got more hours to fulfill so im going down again tmr aft dental,
and friday before weekimwee.
yay.
(:

and, i have a newfound respect for redcrossers.
they are brilliant.
we kinda killed our mentor during the emergency exercise(working camp) cos we didnt know what an open fracture was haha.
and we were struggling to do the cast, which we werent even sure was the right thing to do.
uh huh.

befriending for yes on sat.
(:
excited.
although my plate has rendered me verbally impaired.
:/

into Your hands, i commit again.

frasers was epic, period.
so was osl workingcamp.
am starting the love the team + the mentors.
(:

pictures soon.

hm. tmr's gonna be a relatively busy day.
playing badminton with uncle hung in the morning cos he's returning to NZ soon.
cant wait for the cousins to come back.
its been so long.
:/

b'div lunch at junction eight thereafter.
should be exciting.
haha.
(:
yay. best div ever.

meeting tass at 7 at coro.
leaving the next morninggggg.
(:

cos boy tonight, this heart's breaking for you.

watched aviva yesterday.
and zomg, when boonsak won, he totally did a federer.
(:

now i can, trade these ashes in for beauty,
wear forgiveness like a crown,
coming to kiss the feet of mercy,
i lay every burden down, at the foot of the cross.

tbl fix, yay. (:

gloria pang really wants to watch slumdog.

on a sidenote,
reading NLT version makes it so much easier to understand!

(:

its 11.41 am and despite my tongue being all cut, bruised, and victim of an ulcer,
i want teppanyaki. now.

and i can safely say that this is all yoke's fault.

the hols have been a mad rush of idk. everything that my life/a sec 3 life entails.

despite that, right now i think i want to go out, shop & perhaps, catch a movie.

sigh, impulses.

hold me close in Your embrace

FRASERS IS ONNNNNNNNNNN.
(: (: (:

and thankYOU GODDDDDDDDDD(:
yay.

im not the one you'll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell.

Dearest BOONYI♥,
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER:

ROOMING WITH YOU IN BEIJING! HAHA. REMEMBER YOUR SOCK TUMOR??

BDIV O9. couldnt have made it without you.♥

sec four farewell. hearts on the road, in the attempt of watching the sunrise.

staying up and doing crazy things.

HELPING ME MASH/PEEL POTATOES (:

CNY AT YOUR PLACE.

BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY.

MUGGING SESSIONS + SLEEPOVERS.

LOVE. cos thats what it is. (:

haha, ILY MUCHLY LIMBOONYI!!
HAPPY SIXTEENTH AND HOPE THE SURPRISE PARTY KICKED ASS. ALTHOUGH YOU TOTALLY LIKE RAN AWAY FROM THE DOOR HAHA.
ANYWAY, just wanna say a ginormous THANKYOU. for always, always being there esp when im down/discouraged. always telling me that i can win my matches even when i think i cant. for your support. and your listening ear. and your. EVERYTHING ELSE.
(:

HOPE YOU HAD A BLESSED SIXTEENTH,
<3

its so interesting looking at everyone's fb statuses. (:
i think tonight made me so much more convinced of God's love.
and the reality of it.
i mean, when you watch people getting healed, legs growing out, people growing (aj!) , flat foots suddenly having arches, you reallyreally know that God's love is so real.
(:
mm, and we got to experience His joy!
:D

and it was so cool when we were praying for ps jenn's fingers,
cos initially i think not alot of the pain left and then we just kept praying and praying and praying till it was mostly gone.
i think ive never persevered so much in prayer before.
and it was so awesome how everyone was so spurred on to like, achieve 100% healing.

yay God. (:

omg, the last+second last episode of gg ownz.
chuck's so sweet!
omgggg.

Chuck: What are you doing? Trying to destroy the old you? Burn every bridge? It won't help. Believe me I've tried.
Blair: Well maybe I should head up to the roof, make it a little more dramatic.
Chuck: This isn't you.
Blair: How would you know?
Chuck: Because I know you better than I know myself.

its accepting that you dont just belong to us,
that makes this so, so hard.

its so hard to realise only now,
that somewhere down that line,
you slipped into the background of the picture.
without us even realising.

today God spoke to me as i was looking at trees.
i think its so amazing that the God i know created these things.
reminds me that He's all powerful. (:

awesome.

and excitingly enough,
my bro said that today their homework assignment was to look at nature and get a word from God about it.

hm.
(:

indescribable, uncontainable, You place the stars in the sky and You know them by name,
You are amazing God.

haha my bro just got home,
and very excitedly told me about what happened when they had to "activate spiritual gifts".
so yeah, he was super pleased/surprised/glad,
and i thank God for that.
and although he ended off with a "you should have gone", which kinda made me regret not being there, i am thankful knowing that God does things in His own time,
in His perfect timing.

(:

thank You God.

went to a chiropractor's today.
and he told me that i sprained my back/hip.
how awful is that :/

therefore, i've been at home doing nothing but watching goong.(:
its been superultra epic.

today's the start of "i love john" with eu-nice,

praying for discipline to follow through with it.

(: