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Friday, January 25, 2013, 11:18:00 PM

Thoughts at 11.07pm even though i should rly be doing something else rn but because tmr's day one without them it has occurred to me that im gna miss these people so so so much )':
And no more cell dinners )':

... Transition is real


So.. God thank You.. For placing these lovely amazing special people who are so precious to You to be under my charge. God it has been such a privilege to love them, to learn to see them through Your lenses, to journey with them. God thank You for such an awesome bunch on my first attempt/years in leadership- You dont give me more than I can handle :)) thank You that You have used this journey to mould me.. All my failures fears and struggles. Thank You.. For blessing me. For giving me the privilege to be loved by, and be in the lives of these amazing girls. Lord even as they transit, I pray it will always be my prayer- no matter where i am/ my role/ who I lead, that You will always bring this group of girls to a greater depth of intimacy with You, as they continue to encounter Your love in many different ways.
Thank You for being my rock- the One who stays the same even amidst all this change.
I love You. Thank You for loving me.




Thursday, January 17, 2013, 8:03:00 PM

Sometimes when I run
I imagine myself to be in a marathon with a long way more to go

Cast aside all my weariness
Only Him egging me on




Monday, January 14, 2013, 10:13:00 AM

Constant fight to not crave man's approval
but Yours

Constant fight to fear You not people

Constant fight to love You more



The rod of the Shepherd


though none go with me


Lord help me be courageous



"Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear Your name. I will praise You, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify Your name forever."
- Psalm 86:11-12

"And I will give them an undivided heart, and put a new spirit within them. And I will take the heart of stone out of their flesh and give them a heart of flesh, that they may walk in My statutes and keep My ordinances and do them. Them they will be My people, and I shall be their God. But as for those whose hearts go after detestable things and abominations, I will bring their conduct down on their heads, declares the Lord God."
- Ezekiel 11:19-21






Thursday, January 10, 2013, 1:19:00 PM

Stuck:
to be or become fixed or jammed in one place as a result of an obstruction or
to be fixed in a particular position or unable to move or be moved


last night's conversation
"just as I feel like we're going in the right direction, there are all these things that come up... small but important"


God help me to
throw off everything that hinders and run with perseverance
for the joy set before us.

"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before Him He endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider Him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."
- Heb 12:1-3




Turn my eyes upon Jesus




Monday, January 7, 2013, 11:54:00 PM

Super super good /much needed meetup with rain and es
Looking forward to seeing belle zer tsai tomorrow :))


Feel like its time away from everything that has been overwhelming


Feel like You have orchestrated these meetups in such a timely way... So thankful
















Thursday, January 3, 2013, 10:13:00 PM

thoughts from today aft meeting people who have gone before / am privileged to have time with
- harvest is plentiful but the laborers are few- when it comes down to it... do I have the courage/capacity to say that I am one of the laborers? how much do I dare to stand out/go against the grain :///
- truth + deep convictions... I am so excited :))
- love people/ God in truth
- truth
- I love my family so much/ i love my parents so much/ family is special no matter who/ how fallible
- God is so good & so faithful

I am so thankful / amazed/ in awe of how God teaches/has taught me about love... and first helping me confront all my failures and shortcomings and flaws..
because I guess we can only love and forgive deeply if we know how much we've been forgiven

1 Cor 13
Matt 5:13-16

God I pray that I'll always always be able to love in truth... / walk in truth/ worship You in truth..


:/ also feel like its gna be a year of living out-
though none go with me still I will follow...

You give and take away


lastly...
truth- mom has brain cancer
truth- "But He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him, and by His wounds we are healed." - Isa 53:5


You are greater / when I can't trace Your hand I will trust Your heart




Tuesday, January 1, 2013, 12:43:00 AM

First thoughts of 2013-
You are my Shepherd, i lack nothing

Ps23




12:32:00 AM

Cannot believe 2012 has ended
A trying year, but God thank You for an amazing one.
Thank You for moving, for teaching me, for loving me, for being so faithful, for Your grace and goodness.

So incredibly amazed and blessed :)

(Maybe) ready for 2013- prayer's more of You always :)
Lifting the year to You :)