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Monday, April 30, 2012, 12:03:00 AM

I wonder
if physical uprooting will bring greater understanding to the knowledge that
You make all things work together for the good of those who love You





Sunday, April 29, 2012, 3:28:00 PM

sobering thought even as I prepare..






who am I concerned with pleasing?






Lord.. let the answer at every juncture always be You.




Saturday, April 28, 2012, 11:50:00 PM

a while ago someone shared something with me using the story of Elijah praying for rain,
and how when you pray fervently for something, the slightest of signs will really grip and excite your heart.

felt like that was it today.
holding on to this joy because God there has been so much pain & disappointment..




on another note, felt a really negative emotion well up for the first time today.

I suppose on the back of breakthroughs come new struggles and challenges.

God You know every thought and every emotion and You love me the same.

Wonder what it'll take for me to look neither left nor right but right at You.
because in discovering who You are comes the realization and full security of who I am in You.



Lord
Give us clean hands
Give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another

All I have of worth.. truly. 




Friday, April 27, 2012, 11:37:00 PM

p&p tonight was amazing..
culmination of so many things/thoughts

God spoke and ministered and spoke and ministered.


towards the end spent some time meditating on His love.


think its been a breakthrough
God thank You.




on another note,
feel like i finally kinda have a better understanding of revival after so much conversation, and hearing about it and praying for it.

not pursuing the signs that revival entails
but contending to see and know Him.


Lord let us not miss out.




10:13:00 AM

"Take My yolk upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yolk is easy and my burden is light."- Matt 11:29-30




Wednesday, April 25, 2012, 11:46:00 PM

I could choose to feel a wide range of emotions..

Or attempt to create even more space

Or conjure up the most painful of scenarios and find myself comforted when what is 'felt' isn't all that bad.




But I take heart in knowing that
no matter how the winds of life may blow
This one thing I know



That You are faithful.




Tuesday, April 24, 2012, 10:35:00 PM

immense, immense love for my saviour.




Thursday, April 19, 2012, 10:49:00 PM

as we sang, pictured myself amidst the multitudes.
I have decided to follow Jesus


whoever was within earshot, Jesus invited to follow HIm down to the gallows.
what it entails- willingness to embrace the culture-defying ideal/notion of what a Messiah is like,
and instead following one who has to walk down a path of suffering and persecution.. the scandal of the cross.

an invitation to partake in His mission with Him, to share in His suffering, to lose ourselves in Him that we find out who we truly are.

"Who do you say I am?"




carry the weight of His glory




Wednesday, April 18, 2012, 7:47:00 PM

people are amazing.




http://twinkilya.livejournal.com/303469.html#t2413933




Thursday, April 12, 2012, 2:27:00 AM

2.28am



want so badly for each of them to know Jesus.

need that to translate into prayer like never before.




Wednesday, April 4, 2012, 10:31:00 PM

sometimes wonder if I allow myself to feel too much

is that even possible
think 2340 made me learn expect/hope for less.
wonder if it will diminish to a point of being non-existent




You are sovereign.




9:42:00 PM

love -> sharing someone's burden



maternal grandmother's been in the hospital for 3 weeks now.
Always ask my mom for updates, but find that I get impatient when she starts to repeat the same stories and gripes..

But tonight as I was listening I realized that if narrating certain events is what she needs and wants to get things off her chest, then i want to be fully present each time, even if I'm hearing it for the third/fourth time, and even if I know i'll leave the conversation with a heavier heart.






thought/revelation for the day-
the call to be a disciple of Jesus = the call to love Him





on another note, one of the things I really treasure- Gid's birthday note

I love my brother.
:)





Tuesday, April 3, 2012, 12:30:00 AM

So many thoughts, will do a proper update soon.

But the last 20minutes of today was oddly emotional.
Think its kinda funny that I began today the same way I ended it.
(Except that it began with hearing the voices of Claire & Tass miss them so so so much. So much. Wanna pack myself in a suitcase and be shipped overr.

Feel so entirely blessed.
Am so amazed everytime affirmation comes from places I least expect.
And then I think about God and how He's behind all this and I'm even more amazed.


Thankful for the opportunity to appreciate people,
to invest in friendships in school that I often overlook (as i've come to realize).



Thank you, NAIse, for teaching me so much, for being such an amazing bunch of people :)
Even in the way we celebrate each other's birthdays- nothing short of the best we can give. And i've come to experience the result of that. :)
Thompson, Orchard Central, Somerset even though there's school the next day and we're exhausted and we know it'll be twice as hard to stay awake in tutorials tomorrow but. We don't just execute functions and events excellently, feel like we love excellently.
Felt v v v loved. :)







Monday, April 2, 2012, 1:05:00 AM

God thank You.



19th year of life but let my life always please and glorify You alone.


Thank You for being the beginning and the end.